Ah. I think I'm sick. But no one cares la. Let it be.

Anyways. Yah. Nothing to post.

Hey. Give me hope. Give me the answer I want when I ask you the question. Just give me hope. I need it. I need it so much..

Hey! Imagine having a shop by the roadside which sells wacky things! Like, maybe..
A Bottle of Hope. A Bottle of Confidence. A Bottle of Inner Strength. A Bottle of Happiness. A Bottle of Joy. A Bottle of Peace. I would honestly buy all these if anyone sells them.

Like, imagine. A bottle of liquid which guarantees you the specific things mentioned, like hope. Drink that bottle, and you won't feel hopeless. Maybe the effect would last for 3 days? And you'll have to drink the liquid for every 3 days. Maybe some have stronger effect, lasting shorter or longer. Then I wouldn't be here posting wanting hope.

Imagine la. Walking in Geylang Markets full of shops, everyone selling like, pirated CDs and stuff, then suddenly you hear someone shouting, "LAI LAI! BUY HOPE FOR $4! STILL GOT SELL CONFIDENCE! PEACE! LOTS MORE! GUARANTEED WILL HAPPEN! MONEY BACK IF FAIL!" No, wait. Imagine, a magic shop which sells them. And the shop appears only when that person wants something so much, like, in need for money. Then the shop will appear and sell A Bottle of Working-Hard-so-that-you-will-Earn-More-Money. It will make you work hard (as in not giving up) and more will come rolling. Good for me. I would buy.

I would buy lots of bottles. Hope, confidence, money, peace, joy, happiness, homework done!, strength, urgh! Too many to be listed out. Sad. BOTTLE TO SUCCEED IN YOUR CCA. Yah, my answer to everything.

What wild imagination I've got. If only it exists. Maybe I would be the first to sell those bottles. UNLUCKILY, I don't have the right ingredients to make them. Oh too bad.

Actually by posting everything above, it made me feel better about Queensway match. They must have really thought what a hopeless girl I was, can't even SERVE the damn ball over. Hopeless case. YAH. LIKE DUH- I KNOW THEIR THOUGHTS ABOUT MY SERVICE (IT'S NOT EVEN A SERVE LA WHEN IT'S ALWAYS OUT) . Sian diao. I lost at least 11 points for the team for 2 sets. Yah, I've counted.

I don't want to play in next week's friendlies. If there's friendlies that is. And, sorry. Because of me you all have to do haopenyou..