POSTED ON Thursday, December 06, 2007 AT 10:14 PM \\
Oh LET ME WHINE!
During lunch, I was suddenly angered by something (something triggered off my anger alarm) and I suddenly felt angry with everything. Let me use pronouns. I got angry at her. At him. At another her. And at myself. And I'm jealous of them (not the she and he and she la. some other people).
If you don't get it, then it's okay. It's better that you don't.
Match on Saturday le. Buck up. Service. Getting. Worse. Shit.
Actually I just want to continue ranting about unhappy stuff. And yeah, I remember. What I had really wanted to post about.
***
Thinking back, I would realy REALLY prefer the old you. That time we were really separated. Fighting till the end. Till near death. I could practically feel the hatred inside me boiling everytime I saw you. With them, or with other people. I would really prefer us being like that, ignoring each other.. You're sweet. Honestly and sincerely.
Then you changed. I don't exactly know whether that's good or bad. But I tried to take it optimistically. I did. I really had to agree, surprised. Then it happened. Help was given. But then, you were like, BAGAI KACANG LUPAKAN KULIT. It doesn't really fit, but it's somewhere there. You went. Just like that.
I would honestly, honestly, prefer going back to the past and relive all that unhappiness than ending up feeling worse than I felt back then.
~End~
***
Haiz.
If you're asking me who that person is, the person is someone from another school la. Forget it, forget the person.
Tomorrow full day~ Chicken Rice again. And the journey back home was funny la. Thinking up of names with animals. LaLa-
During lunch, I was suddenly angered by something (something triggered off my anger alarm) and I suddenly felt angry with everything. Let me use pronouns. I got angry at her. At him. At another her. And at myself. And I'm jealous of them (not the she and he and she la. some other people).
If you don't get it, then it's okay. It's better that you don't.
Match on Saturday le. Buck up. Service. Getting. Worse. Shit.
Actually I just want to continue ranting about unhappy stuff. And yeah, I remember. What I had really wanted to post about.
***
Thinking back, I would realy REALLY prefer the old you. That time we were really separated. Fighting till the end. Till near death. I could practically feel the hatred inside me boiling everytime I saw you. With them, or with other people. I would really prefer us being like that, ignoring each other.. You're sweet. Honestly and sincerely.
Then you changed. I don't exactly know whether that's good or bad. But I tried to take it optimistically. I did. I really had to agree, surprised. Then it happened. Help was given. But then, you were like, BAGAI KACANG LUPAKAN KULIT. It doesn't really fit, but it's somewhere there. You went. Just like that.
I would honestly, honestly, prefer going back to the past and relive all that unhappiness than ending up feeling worse than I felt back then.
~End~
***
Haiz.
If you're asking me who that person is, the person is someone from another school la. Forget it, forget the person.
Tomorrow full day~ Chicken Rice again. And the journey back home was funny la. Thinking up of names with animals. LaLa-