I've let myself down..

I just want to apologise to (according to the order of how big the mistake i made towards them is) Yuan Teng, Wei Shi, Poh Hian, Syazana, Jolie, Hui Yan.. Might as well say the whole team..

I'm not a good subset.. I'm not a good person myself, as in, my attitude and so on.. I'm not a good player, I'm not a good ME..

I always make mistakes.. Everyone makes mistakes.. But some are more severe than the others.. I always make the more severe mistakes.. I always think I'm in the right, and not caring about other people's feelings..

I always shout to vent my anger.. But most of the time I would be shouting at someone.. And I always hurt that someone..

I HONESTLY NEED TO CONTROL.. SINCE THERE'S NO HELP PROVIDED, I'LL TRY TO DO IT MYSELF.. I'LL MAKE IT MY 2008 LATE RESOLUTION, AND CONTROL MY EMOTIONS, IN SCHOOL AND IN VOLLEYBALL..

I'LL FIGHT.. I PROMISE I WILL.. IT FELL STRAIGHT INTO MY HANDS.. AND I'LL KEEP IT IN MY HANDS UNTIL I LET GO.. SO I'LL TRY NOT TO LET GO.. BECAUSE I'LL BE LETTING GO OF SOMETHING SO PRECIOUS THAT I WIOULD CRY BITTERLY IF I ACCIDENTALLY LET GO OF IT..

I'LL TRY MY BEST NOT TO BREAK MY PROMISES.. I ALWAYS MAKE PROMISES TO IMPROVE, AND YET, I DIDN'T.. I LET EVERYONE DOWN..

I JUST WANT TO SAY, I'M SORRY.. FOR EVERYTHING THAT I'VE DONE.. I'M SORRY..