Ohkay, this post is my thoughts right now.. The paragraphs are linked, but somehow, not linked too.. I'm just posting about what I'm thinking right now in different paragraphs.. You might not want to read it because.., of a lot of reasons. You better not waste your time reading this post.. (like who comes to my blog anyway..)

Sometimes, things just drop into your hands unexpectedly..
Since it's unexpected, you either take it well or NOT well.

It's always my fault.
Maybe it isn't, but I'm taking all the blame for everyone.
Most probably it's my fault.
Like, so obvious.
Yupps, my fault..

Yupps, my low self-esteem is back..
Yupps, degrading time again.
I mean, yah, it's my fault..
And I can't let go..

NOT THAT I DON'T WANT TO.
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HARD IT FEELS LIKE TO LET GO..
IT'S HARD..

I don't even know how to think or stay positive..
Because I make mistakes through and through,
Saying sorry and it's my fault just becomes a habit.
And people don't care.

Well, maybe they do,
Just that I'm too caught up in myself to notice
How many WONDERFUL people are around me all the time..

They might say never mind,
Inside they say go die la retard.

I always fall before others..
Well, others don't even fall at all.
I'm the only RETARD who doesn't know how to hold on properly.

Hah, RETARD.

..

Super no mood just now. Went home, haven't bathe then go sleep from 130 to 4.. Then thinking of a lot of things until 6..

Kill me la someone.