first attempt/M^3
POSTED ON Wednesday, March 19, 2014 AT 9:30 AM \\

I'm frustrated, but I'm not really sure why.

I feel like I should be updating my blog at least once per week. But the point is, I don't know why I'm feeling frustrated, since I don't even update my blog that often.

Meh.

Ah yes, I finally remember what I came here for. Before that, I did mention in my previous post that I drafted an entry about A Level results right? I decided not to post it here, since I kinda wrote about it in my diary, just that it's not that detailed. And I think my drafted post sounds a little self-centred? I'm not sure if that's the right word to use. So... yeah.

But the main reason why I came here is because... Hmm, I actually wanted to post about this yesterday, not on this blog, but... somewhere else, but I guess here will do. ...Ah, I'm having second thoughts about posting this here. It's kinda personal... so I guess I'll do a brief summary?

1803... I remember it as if it happened just yesterday (LOL JOKE). Hmm... Okay I won't go into details. Just want to say... You're one of the few people in school who saved my life, be it directly or indirectly. Thank you for being beside me, watching my bare, tear-streaked, ugly face. You didn't leave me, even though I kinda forced you to. You stood/squatted/sat beside me on that day when I was at one of the more down moments in my life. It's been more than a year since that day. If you hadn't been there then, I wouldn't/might not be here now.

I know I said lots of stuff to you which... definitely didn't sound pleasant, and you did say that it felt kinda awkward after that (and I sincerely apologise for that), but one year on, you're one of my closest friends, and I am truly blessed to such a selfless and understanding friend. I hope that our friendship will last long.

I'm kinda glad that things didn't go the way I wanted it to? Because things would have been very different and could have been even more complicated. But... yeah. I've been thanking you for this, but honestly, it's never gonna be enough.

So here I am, posting this entry, and I'm able to do so only because you made it possible.


... #emonemo

Kk gonna meet up with HY later! *gathers all happy thoughts*