POSTED ON Wednesday, August 08, 2007 AT 8:13 PM \\
Just now was the school bazaar. So enthu about it. Wow we got $263.50++ I think. Then tralalas~. Then took picture with Miss Yeo! Then tralalas~.

Was told volleyball training starts at 1pm. Waited for the bus at the bus-stop for like, approximately 15 minutes, then Amalina said go eat at Teck Whye McDonalds. Then we(Zhi Yee, Charis, Syazana, Allisa and me) were kind of pissed-off. So we walked there and saw 985W pass by. PISSED-OFF. So we ate there and there was this.. shitty stench when we entered. I was like, checking my shoes, whether I stepped on any shit along the way. Then tralalas~.

12.50++pm. So we walked back to school and found out that training have not started yet. Then we saw the people going for Maths detention that afternoon and saw Miss Yeo talking to them. So we(I don't know who) approached and then I do not know what happened. Then Miss Yeo gave us Cornetto mini ice-cream. THANK YOU, MISS YEO!! Then I do not know what happened, but somehow, some way or another, I cried. Was feeling so down and emo.. Then Miss Yeo said don't cry or something like that. Then I sat with Jolie. She started singing 'Tong Hua' in a very.. sad and melancholic way which made me cry again. Aiyo. What the hell is wrong with me?

A conversation on msn with Wei Hao after volleyball training goes like this:
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Me: I feel so stupid
Wei Hao: For crying
Me: Yea
Wei Hao: Nah=]
Wei Hao: Don't worry about it
Wei Hao: Everyone got their soft sides
Wei Hao: =D
Me: I can't believe my soft side is so.. SOFT.
Wei Hao: I mean
Wei Hao: Everyone has a soft side for different things
Wei Hao: =]
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Then something about wanting to cry during detention just now. My soft side is so damn soft. I am seriously sick. My soft side should not be here.

Ok, back to the subject. Then Miss Yeo came and said, "Why are you so emo?" Ooh finally she realizes. Wow. I was begging her not to go. Then, I don't know what happened(a side effect of eating drugs- HAHA, 2 or 3 weeks ago, causing STM), (joking only) she went off with the detention people to eat somewhere. Then was feeling emo and down again, and saw Charis crying. HUHS. So asked her. Said she saw me crying, or I think that was what she said. So we cried together. Zhi Yee joined along to cry. Then Jia Yu and Wei Shi came and saw us cry. I think Jia Yu cried too. Then I felt my butt burning- sitting on black road under the hot sun.. So Charis went under a shade where NO ONE COULD SEE US CRY, and cried again. Aiyo. SOMETHING IS SO WRONG WITH ME.

So depressed. Then Zhi Yee stopped crying and called Miss Yeo and asked her where she and the others are eating at- Teck Whye McDonalds, and we set off there. Reached there, and aiyo. The three of us(Charis, Zhi Yee and me) started crying again. Aiyo. Then the angel(Miss Yeo) bought for Zhi Yee and me drinks. Wahs so damn touched!! THANK YOU MISS YEO.. Then we took photos. Wow. Then had to separate.. Walked to the junction to the bus stop and our school traffic light. Separation must have something what.. Aiyo Miss Yeo gave each one of us a big hug!! OMG made me touched and my tap opened again. Aiyo. Then we had to cross to school and had to separate. WTH.

Then me, Charis and Zhi Yee reached upper secondary canteen and got to know that the c girls and b girls playing hide and seek. Then aiyo. Charis cried again in toilet. Haiz me too. Cannot accept the fact. Then at the end of training, Jun Hao said something about:

"Do not mix your personal problems- family problems, with volleyball." Something like that. I have done that a lot of times.

MISS YEO, WHY MUST YOU GO?