Ah, I don't know what to update on. ):

Hmm, ah. I think nowadays I've become more bueyba than ever. ): That's qute saddening, because I've hurt uhh 2 or more people during my act of bueyba-ing.

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And I think I AM a BIG disappointment (is that how you spell it? suddenly forgot how to spell such a simple word..), whether in studies, in family, etc. And I've disappointed myself most. ):

Next Friday's exam.