POSTED ON Saturday, April 19, 2008 AT 5:47 PM \\
I've wasted a lot of time on irrelevant things which are irrelevant in life.
I've went too far until I can't change everything..
Now I just have the future to look forward to, the future to mend all the mistakes I've done.

I have always been longing for the past, but no matter how much I yearn or cry for it, it can never come back.
I may regret, but the real fact is that the past is the past.

I always regret giving up.
I always regret not putting in much effort even though I still had a chance.
I always regret not defending myself for my own future.

Now I only look back at the past.
At those times we had together before we were separated into two.
At those times when I was so innocent and didn't think of anything further than what was happening at that time.

I've wasted too much time.
Mid-Year's coming, and I'm not going to let it pass me by.

When there's not much of a future for you,
the past is the only thing you hold on to.