The day ended with HMT oral, and I screwed it up (I guess) because of '$550,000'. Disgraceful! I think I'm changing to become those Malays who are Malays but do not know how to speak proper Malay language, which spells OHNO. I am ashamed of myself, but it's already over, so no use dwelling on it.

Anyways, before the oral exam, we were asking questions to each other. Atiqah asked me, "What do I wish to achieve when I reach 20?" and I couldn't answer. I've never thought about what I want to achieve by whichever age. I just realised that I'm just following the flow in life, and right now, I don't even know what I want to be when I grow up, so the question that she asked made me think, a bit.

I really don't know what I want to already achieve by the age of 20. I still don't have an answer to that question even when I've typed this post, which show that I am mindless. -inserts a whole chunk of Fahrenheit 451 stuff- Why do I suddenly feel that there's a Clarisse McClellan in my life asking me whether I'm happy or not? Depressing.

Anyways. Mid-Year Examination is along the way! I shall try my best not to do last-minute studying, but it is going to be hard since I can't concentrate without pressure (I guess, in a way) and all these while I've been studying just the day night before any exams.. Insyallah I will be able to do early revision this time round.. I will work harder! -inserts a whole chunk of Animal Farm-

That's all then.