it's already morning!
sitting in front of the computer.
slept enough just now.

shall make good use of this time.


it's funny when you are so comfortable with a group of people, people whom you can laugh openly with, but when you are with another group of people, you go all quiet and anti-social.

that = me.

sometimes, i wish to open up. i want to open up. i try to, but when both parties are uncomfortable with each other, then there's not much point in trying to open up eh. life's hard, haha.

i'm one ungrateful person. kept telling others to be grateful with what they have, but me? i'm not happy enough.. ungrateful brat. i'm the one who needs someone to tell me to be grateful with what i have..

now i know how easy it is for people to hide their feelings. so easy that many of us do it subconsciously, and we don't even realise we're doing it.. maybe some people find peace in doing so? sometimes it feels better to show people who they thought we are.. it feels nice to do so..

shall feel high on friday.
i must be high on friday.
days 1 and 10 are my high days, so i shall put everything aside on those days ^-^


tic toc tic toc, time's waiting for me right now..