the other night, i dreamt that you, one of the many friends i really treasure, hurt me. now i don't know what to think. everytime i see you, i keep thinking about what am i to you. i know i'm just paranoid, but i can't help it..

i find comfort in you, but i don't trust myself. for some reason i also don't trust you.. everytime i talk to you i will think of how you view me. even though you said that, my heart knows that you see me as that person you know me as..

goodbye.. i'll find my way. being too dependant kills.. me.