looked at the blog archives and i realised that my life was interesting! posted lots of photos and vented my feelings here. my life used to revolve around volleyball, like seriously. i shall let that remain in the past. used to crap a lot (not like i don't now) and used to post my daily life here. i don't now -- not much anyway.

i'm afraid that i won't talk to alvina anymore in a few months/weeks/days/hours/etc time. even regina said that i emit that aura that i'm not interested in her conversation and i'd just get into deep thoughts and go quiet while the conversation is still ongoing. what if i really.. change.. to become worse? like, what if i forget my friends after finding new ones? especially since we're taking different subjects and we're in different classes/schools..

dudu.