hi. finally i'm using laptop to post an entry. speaking about laptops.. i really need my own personal laptop. or a notebook. or a mini laptop. or an ipad. :/

i've been wanting to post an entry since last week, but i was either lazy, tired or busy, but here i am. let's list out what i want to post about today.

the list:
1- work
2- promotional examinations results
3- cdp
4- asp
5- HY and A
i'm sure there should be more on that list but i've forgotten most of it. meh.

not gonna start with 1 first. let's start with the recent one: 3. or maybe 4. but i don't want to talk about 4. at least, not yet. i enjoyed cdp. went cycling with HX and JM in the morning. HX fell down. drank lots of milo today. the sandcastle building was fun. we won the best sandcastle award for our house or something. yay! kinda teared up when A said that.. really gonna miss him.

cdp reminds me of cdp last year. (sidenote: the formatting of this entry is nonsense, partly because i'm tired, and partly also because i'm.. not feeling that great.) i miss the woodlands family. oh wells. things only happen once. i can't remember who said that line.

i'm not feeling that great because of 4. it's supposed to be ap, but i put in the 's' for good measures. sigh. you know.. actually i don't know why i'm feeling upset, because initially i didn't want to sign up for it. but the thing is.. since i've signed up for it, my hopes just got brought up, because i finally got the chance to be able to finally apply for something which has criteria which i can fulfil.. and then.. boom. hopes really shattered. shouldn't have signed up in the first place. constant disappointment.

yes yes i know that of course not being accepted has its positive effects. like me being able to make that one choice of going to nie and not think about what course i should take in university. but.. le sigh. idk.....

but! this issue made me realise how much i love HY and A. wanted to call HY just now, but she was watching a movie in the cinema. she sent me this long message which made me smile in the train just now. and A.. she makes my everyday :') she's the most amazing and beautiful friend i can ever ask for. i really miss them..

2? mum says it's not good. i really need to work harder for lit. block test soon :S not gonna talk about 1, because i'm really tired now.

i didn't realise to what extent i can be both physically and emotionally tired on one single day..

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